Friday, May 28, 2010

wish list!!!

Ok sorry! My wish list is now posted! It's been crazy trying to get on the computers this week and the lack of emails..coughcough... haven't keep me near them! :)
But my wish list is up, however don't feel that you need to send me anything just knowing you gyus are chearing me on at home is enough for me!!!

ps.. I am offically a Peace Corps Volunteer!!!!!!!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Without further adieu!

Alright gang here it is! The update that you have been waiting for and asking for! I haven’t found the internet in Hopkins yet but I’m assured it is there! First off, Hopkins is amazing. It’s paradise. Seriously, its where even the Belizeans go on vacation, it’s that nice! It’s not far from Dangrigia where I did my traning, in fact only about 15 miles down the cost. But here in Belize that means about an hour bus ride! Go figure! But it is truly amazing. I keep hearing that there are about 1,000 to 2,000 but I was informed by PC today that its more like 5,000. It is almost all Garfunia and everyone in the village speaks grifunia as their first language. Speaking of language, I keep getting that question. And there in the answer: Its going. I’m not great, in fact it’s a extremely difficult language that even Belizeans have trouble with, but I can have a short conversation with people and greet people and that counts more than you would think. Just seeing that I’m trying is what counts. I think now that I’m in a community that speaks more of it I will be learning more.
Now my host family. One word? AMAZING! I live with Ms. Caroline. Her husband works out on a caye but I meet him last week. She is so great. I also have 3 host sisters living with me, Eleanor (ele) is 16 and in high school, Heather is 13 and in standard 6 (goes to the school I work at), and Zanah is 8 and in stand 1 (also goes to the school I work at). I should I suppose tell you that standard 6 is like 8th grade and 1st is like 2nd or 3rd grade. (I have found that standards and grades don’t match up quite right) I also have a 1.5 year old host neafu. His mom lives is in the Us Navy but I have been told that he is going home to the states soon, we’ll see. It’s a great laid back house and beautiful. It is also once again right on the beach. And only a short walk to school.
Speaking of school! I work at Holy Family RC (Roman Catholic) primary school. It’s a great school. My counterpart is a great guy and I’m excited to work with him. I also have some great teachers that I’m excited to work with. There are 16 teachers and a non-teaching principle. (most principles teach) We have just under 400 kids and than 90 in the preschool. It is the only primary school in Hopkins although some kids do go to school in Dangriga. Also there is no high school in Hopkins so those kids also have to travel to Dangriga. I’m not sure the exact amount of students that continue on to high school but I don’t think that it is a very high number.
I also have been working the library. A Former volunteer started it and its great! I never expected to have so many resources as a peace corps volunteer. We have lots of books and crafts and puzzles. I hear during the tourist season many bring books (the resorts in Hopkins gives out our information) or ship it down once they have been there.
You may now be thinking “RESORTS!” and yes there are a few big resorts in Hopkins and lots of little inns and such. It is a pretty touristy spot, which wouldn’t be my first choice but the beauty more than makes up for it!
There is a current volunteer living in Hopkins, she is a second year and leaving in Sept. It has been great having her there, she has shown me around and is clueing me in on everything like who I should know and who I should avoid. At this point I think I’m moving in with her at the end of June, until she leaves and than taking her house! She has fixed it all up and it is amazing! I’ll try to takes pics when I get back and post them soon, actually I’ll try to take pics of Hopkins and such and post them soon.
This week we (all the trainees) are in Belmopan for the final week of training before swearing in. Friday morning I get sworn in as a Peace Corps Volunteer. I seriously can’t believe this is happening! This all seems too good to be true! Saturday I will be returning to Hopkins as a official PCV (Peace Corps Volunteer) and my two years will start! I’m so happy that I am here. Of course like everyone everywhere I have my good days and bad days but I couldn’t have dreamed of something better. Also thank you for all of your support I couldn’t do this with out you! And the letters, and emails and cards. They make my day!
I think this is all I have for now but after training ends and I have more time (and track down internet in Hopkins) I should be able… no I will update more and tell hopefully some good stories! This place is amazing and I can’t wait for everyone to come visit, just be warned you may not want to return home!

Also on a different note, on the side bar you may notice a change. I have been getting asked be a few people what they can send me or what I am dying for. So I have compiled a wish list of sorts. In no way does this me I expect anything but if you in mood I would love any of it! Also I have a new address. Don’t worry if you have sent something to Belmopan address, they will forward it to me in Hopkins and I can receive mail there for the rest of my service it’ll just be quicker and more convenient in Hopkins!

Also! Big news! I have stopped wearing a watch, no more time (also perhaps a few of you will realize the bigger significance of this! (love you!) I’m adjusting to belize corps time well.

Now last but NOT least my happy thoughts from what the last month???
~Don’t compare your life to other’s lives. You have no idea what their journey is all about. (My personal fav quote of all time and the key to not going crazy in PC)

~Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. –Ambrose Redmoan

~ Turtles can tell more about the roads than hares. –Kahlil Gibran

~Clarity of mind means clarity of passion too: this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently and sees distinctly what he loves. – Gotthold Ephraim Lessing

~The years teach much which the days never knew. –Ralph Waldo Emerson

~My favorite thing is saying something true, she said, but I’m a lot older than you and don’t have to worry so much about my reputation. –Story People

~We are shaped and fashioned by what we love. –Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe

~Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

~ Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not of words. Trust movement. –Alfred Adler

~People come, People go- They’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Than you fine yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past –The Rescue (for the record I like this butttttt.. I like to view my life as a serious (the babysitters club if you will) where there are a few character that stick around and show up and are main characters in every new book I open  )

~…but what really broke a heart was taking away it’s dream- whatever that dream may be. –Pearl S. Buck

~Many an opportunity is lost because a man is looking for four-leaf clovers.

~Because, often, they’re (clichés) dead on. But the aptness of the clichés saying is overshadowed by the nature of the saying as a cliché. –The Kite Runner

~One loses so many laughs by not laughing at oneself.

~If I accept you as you are, I will make you worse: however if I treat you as though you are what you are capable of becoming, I help you become that. –Johann Wolfgang von Gorthe

~Peace cannot be kept by force, it can only be achieved by understanding. –Albert Einstein

~A mind that is stretched by a new experience can never go back to its old dimensions. –Oliver Wendall Holmes

~If we cannot live so as to be happy, let us at least live so as to deserve it. –Immanual Hermass Van Fichte

~You’re my exception –He’s just not that into you

~I have long distrusted anything that smacked of prize, and I still distrust them. Of course, in the end, prizes, awards, scholarships, contests, elections, appointments, best ofs and worst ofs, most hideous sex scene, most overvalued stock, best American city, Highest-ranking university, most values player, best ass, best rack, best book, are subjective measures of one person’s or a group’s taste against that of another’s. Enough of this can breed a culture, and culture, by definition is inevitable corrupt. –Alice Sebold

~It is a mistake to try to look too far ahead. The chain of destiny can only be grasped on link at a time. –Sir Winston Churchill

~If I were you I would not find fault with the sea at low tide. It is a good ship and our captain is able: it is only your stomach that is in dosorder. –Kahlil Gibran

~No theory of life seemed to him to be of any importance compared with life itself. He felt keenly conscious of how barren all intellectual speculation is when separated from action and experiment. –Oscar Wild

~That is the best- to laugh with someone because you both think the same things are funny. –Gloria Vanderbilt

Until next time!

Friday, May 7, 2010

Site assignment!!!!!!!!

Alright guys! After 6 LONGGGGG weeks I got my site assignment!!!!! I will be spending the two years in... drum role please..... HOPKINS!!!!!
I'll be working in Holy Family RC (romian Catholic) Primary school! I'm sooo Excited! My counterpart is the Princpale Mr. Wayne! And my next host family is a couple with kids and grand kids!! And at least for the first month I'll be once again living on the beach!!! Look up Hopkins because it is straight up amazing! And trust me as soon as you look it up you are all going to want to come visit me!
I'll write more about this maybe tomorrow or Sunday but Holy crap I'm excited!!! I couldn't ask for anything better!!!!

A happy thought for the day (not from Sarah, cause I don't have those with me!)
~He who laughs, lasts!

Monday, May 3, 2010

xunantunich!



Thats right I climbed my first Mayan ruin this weekend! Saturday was our "fun day" and our amazing tech trainer Ginny took us to xunantunich. It was more amazing that I could have ever imagined! I'm not going to lie I don't know much about it becuase I broke away from the tour as soon as possable to explore on my own. From the top you could see guatemala from the top! I spend a few minutes on the top sitting on the edge and than climbed down. The way down was much more scary than the climb up and I'm much more gradful for the safety equipment on the zipline at camp now! We were SO far up!!! After we got our fill we headed to san ignacio for lunch, what a cool town! after alittle exploring we heading back home but made a quick detour to spanish lookout for some meninate ice cream! Soft serve at that! It was amazing!! I'm not going to lie I eat more ice cream now than I ever did in the states! It's just so good!!! Belize is just so beaatiful I can't get over it!
Everything else here is going really well! This is our first week at our first host family and its so weird to think about! I feel like we just got here! Friday we find out where I am going to spend the next 2 years of my life. Than on Tuesday I'll meet my counter part and move to my new village!!! Any where I go I'll be fine with! My choices aren't too shabby! Training is going well I think I have learned a bunch!
Oh ok cool story. So while we were at the ruins we meet a man from dangriga (miss cass my teacher knew him) he was garfunia. I talked to him alittle bit (in garfunia) but he couldn't really understand me. I felt like an idiot. However I talked with Miss. Cass about it this morning and it turns out he couldn't understand me because I knew more than him!!! How cool is that!

Well this computer is about to die so I need to stop, I also don't have my happy toughts with me so next time!I will definatly post once I find out where I'm heading Friday! Enjoy your week!!!!

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Oh Belize!!

So just when I thought I had the buses I was wrong!!!!
Now let me start at the begging, this weekend all us trainees were sent to visit current peace corps volunteers at their site to get a better idea of whats in store for us. I'm down with a current volunteer Emily! Its been great and it's nice to get away for the weekend! But as you all know this bus system is my kryptonite, I was the only one (openly) freaking out about the buses. Kaitlyn and I both had to get off in villages right before PG. Which meant we couldn't go on the express bus with volunteers going to PG. There was slight confusion and we ended up on a Dangria bus, which does not go all the way to PG... Wah Wah. But there was a current volunteer on our bus and once we got near Dangria we were going to stop the bus going to Pg and Kaitlyn and I would jump on. This part of the plan worked perfectly! We were on our way!!! 2 1/2 hours later when we were nearing our villages (she was getting off the bus about 20 min before me) it started storming pretty bad and was pitch black. The conductor on the bus got Kaitlyn there I was all alone. The conductor came and asked me about 5 times where I was stopping (we had explained we had never been there and didn't know where to get off) and I had a feeling he didn't know where i was going. At last he stopped and I got off the bus, in the dark, in the middle of I have no idea where, and Emily wasn't there.... I called her (thank goodness she got cell service the week before!!) and I definitely wasn't in front of the school I was supposed to be. I'm not going to lie I had a moment of panic.. but All was well, I was simple 5 Mins down the street and she walked and met me!
Long story short.. my worst nightmare came true and I'm all good! What an adventure, the way home should be much more simple since I know where I'm going, but I'm sure this won't be the last time I get off on the wrong stop..

I have no happy thoughts to leave you with today. Altough I have two quotes courtesy of my mom and my Aunt Pam:

~Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain

~BLOOM WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

What a perfect night!

Ok, I don't have much to update you on, but here it is.
My week did have a semi exciting start to it. My wrist was acting up so our medical officer called me in to Belmopan to get X-rays on it. So I had language class in the morning and caught the 11:30 bus up to Belmopan. I almost got on the wrong bus but Managed to find the one I needed. As I got on and sat down I realized there were a few current volunteers on the bus. I didn't talk to them much but I felt better knowing that if I did anything too stupid I'm sure they would have called me out/helped me. Once I was in Belmopan PC took me to the Docs and good news! My wrist isn't Broke!! The bus home was a little more stressful only because I wasn't paying attention the first time I took a bus to dangriga, and was pretty sure but not completely sure that I was supposed to take the PG bus that stopped in dangriga. I asked like 14 people and finally got on the right bus. Now that I have rode the bus by myself I realize that it's totally not a big deal and I'm ready to go!!

Yesterday we had a first day at the school that we are at for training, Holy Ghost. We met with the Principal and learned all about the school. We than got assigned to a teacher that we will be working with over the next few weeks. I'm assigned to a infant I class which is like our Kindergarten! AWESOME! and oh man if my kids back in Livonia are anywhere near where this kids are this far in the year (which Mrs. Ryan I'm sure they are at least if not beyond!!!) I'm amazed at how much a 5 year old can learn in one year! This morning we went back and I sat back and observed and it was so great to be back near kids and in a school! I have missed it! Next week I'll start helping her more and getting more involved.

Over all I have had a pretty relaxing week and I'm loving Belize more and more each day!

That being said I leave you with some “Happy Thoughts”

~ We are all prisoners but some of us are in cells with windows and some with out. - Kahlil Gibran
~ Propriety is the least of all laws, and the most observed -Francis de la Rochefoucauld
-Propriety definition (provided by Sarah): the state or quality of conforming to conventionally accepted standards of behavior or morals.


Ok also, even tough I'm really bad at responding to emails I LOVE reading them.. so keep 'em coming and I promise to respond sooner or later!!!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Training, training, training!!!!

Well, I dont have too much to say. Training is still going well. Living on the beach is just as amazing as you would think, and Training is much more busy than you would think. I can hold a small conversation and I'm think I'm starting to understand how to say things. However, I'm not going to lie, my classmates, Laura and Taylor get a good laugh when I talk, but we have fun and laugh all day.
We have started a tradation of picking up a freash pineapple for $1.50 ($.75US) and durring the day we cut it apart and chow all day. AMAZING!!!!
Everything is good here and my host "family" situation is improving so thats awesome!! :)

Sorry I'm slow with emails, and letter writing! I'm trying really hard this week to get better at it! I did get my first two cards this week!! How exciting!!!

Ok, My "Happy thoughts" from this week:

-Faith is an oasis in the heart which will never be reached by the caravan of thinking. Kahlil Gibran

-Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.

-I submit to you that if a man hasn't discovered somthing he will die for, he isn't fit to live. MLK Jr. (My favorite so far)

-Don't ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go and do that. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.
Harold Whitman (Also one of my favs!!)

-Let us love, not in word or speech, but in truth and action.

-The deep and the high go to the depth or to the height in a straight line; only the spacious can move in circles. Kahlil Gibran

Well I think that all for now!! I'm looking forward to emails!! (wink wink!)